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This Evening’s Drink: still Banrock.
I’ve been baptised twice to date, but I’ve always held a candle for my first time: in the Catholic church. Of course, two years later my parents divorced, and my mom was disowned from the church, but it didn’t stop her from letting me sing with my Nana at the age of 6 in front of the whole pulpit, or from taking my sister and I to Midnight Mass every Christmas.
I attended many Sunday schools in some Protestant church down the road, but I always had an affection for Mass. I love the rituals and the repetition, the special prayer before dinner, and the “secret handshake” of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. Communion was special to me, and kneeling in the pews thereafter, I would pray so hard.
Of course, reality hit sometime around my teens, when my sister and I stood and watched everyone else, including extended family members, filter down the isle of the church to take communion. I’ve never been confirmed, so really I’m not allowed to reap the benefits of the body and the blood of Christ. I’ve always wanted to, though. Now that I’m alone, I think I finally will.
I found St. Joseph’s church in Little Italy, which offers adult confirmation classes. I can imagine that these look a lot like Traffic School – a bunch of adults, obviously hitting some sort of spiritual reprimand, and seeking the pass that will write off their sins. I already have two rosaries (gifts) and many bibles (gifts), and even a little pocket guide to “What Catholics Believe,” but I have a feeling that this sort of thing supercedes preparation.
One thing I have come to realize about myself is that faith is so important to me – moreso than I ever wanted to believe. But I do have faith that every action is a reaction to reason, and I want my children to grow up in a world that has hope and faith. Even if they don’t choose Christianity, I never want them to feel that they are the kickball on a metaphysical field. You have to have faith; otherwise you never have peace.
I’m going to attend mass this Sunday to make sure that I like the church before I commit a year or so to its teachings. Then I’ll spend next week in Vegas, and be back with plenty of reasons to go to confession.



